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so sleep alone tonight
CHUNNI:) 12 Nov ♥ myself Every second counts, cos there is no second try. So live like you're never living twice. - If today was your last day |
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This blog was opened by chen chunni to accomodate her's mindless musings and daily rantings.Enjoy your visit here, and don't take what's not yours! Alda Jasmine Nicole Zhi Han 3/5'09 CSS GG credits
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Bad day today . what can i say now? you might be angry with me, for saying all those things today . yeah, i know those words hurts . but that's the whole point . sometimes, scolding is more effective than encouragements . if my scolding could wake you up, it's okay for me, to be the bad guy . you know what? whenever you face a problem, and broke down . there'll always be many people beside you, consoling you . and it seems as if you are the only person suffering . but have you wondered how many people you had actually hurt previously? actually im also pretty mad today . almas called me to go console you . nicole say i aren't helping things . she say you just need a friend to be there for you . she asked me to apologise to you . but why must i ? i did no wrong, at least in my point of view, i don't think i did . yet, nobody understands me . nicole say i don't understand what you are facing now . but it doesn't mean that i have to experience it then i will know how it feels . outsider is always the one who can see better . i can't be a perfect friend . i am not a good friend . but this time, im just trying to help you . to correct you . i don't understand, when people know your weakness/fault/flaw, they don't correct you . they just gossip behind your back . is this the kind of friend you want me to be like ? i don't want to hide how i feel . what are friends for ? not only to comfort, console you etc etc . but also to point out and correct your mistakes . you need friends to tell you what they think about you . then you can change, for the better. last time i also don't understand this well . but now i do . many people mistook the meaning of friends . if you asked them what are friends/best friends ? they'll say someone who listen to you , who is there for you . who encourages you . who blahblahblah blahblahblah . they will always say what others should DO for them , so as to become their friend/best friends . they never think of what they could actually do for their friends . anyway just for your info, the definition of friend (in my dictionary) is : a person you know well and like, and who is not usually a member of your family . OR a person who has the same interests and opinions as yourself . and so today , i asked my friends do i have attitude problem . cause some people actually say i did have . i don't mind actually , yeah , really . just tell me, so i can change . i rather you just tell me than gossip behind my back& behaving like we are still oh-so-good-friends. and i really DO appreciate if you tell me first , before you went to tell all my friends . hope life will be better . hais . (anyway, you can actually just ignore this post and think i'm crapping. ) |