Don't close your eyes

Just rest for a moment. It's OK.
Yes, things are crazy, yes, the world is going nuts.
Yet, deep underneath the stormy waves, there, in the core of your being,
There is pure silence, pure love.
And ... it's ... just ... OK.
-Facebook

Pure silence, pure love ya?

catharsis

I ate a whole plate of fried oily food.
A fatty treat after a bad day.

c'est la vie

You smile, you laugh, you cry.
But you know, it's just life (:

There's no solar eclipse in Sing :(

EMaths is a big screwed up.
My efforts gone down the drain.
And GCE O level listening compre is on the radiooooo.
Symphonay 92.4 FM.
If they played the music any longer,
I'll certainly be sound asleep. (yawns)

When I was waiting for bus at bukit batok interchange today,
I started noticing this guy from far.
A tall guy dressed in white.
As he was walking, he was frantically checking his attire.
And i thought, it's so juehao.
Guess what, it's really him.
And my first reaction was, text her! (:

You say you don't want.
Then leave everything for me to die?
Asshole.
Sorry for the vulgar language but,
Fuck you.

It's easier to go down a hill than up it,
'cos the scenery is much better at the top (:

I flunked my chinese ct.
First time in history.
I guessed i'm just not a language person ):

I feel stupid.
I want to yell and scream and shout at someone.
Yet I can't bring myself to do so.

For science mentorship, I'm like doing it solo.
From the first round of selection to the final end report.
I need to do 9 pages of report from scratch.
Furthermore, I have to record logbook and everything.
AND always get pangseh.
With a dozen excuses.
They are not commited.
Leaving me to struggle and panic.
Chunni deserves it yeah?

chin up

I was reminded of two movies i watched ages ago.

and

Sky of love and The girl who leapt through time.
I love the latter one.

What if I started missing you again?

Oh yeah I never grow talller!
It's not fairrrrrrr :(
Stuck at this height.

sweetheart(;

jasmine \ weird, huh? says:
even if you are just beside me, i still miss you chen chun ni!

As-telle(: says:
awww how sweettt
yeah i understand.
i got too much charisma what
can't help it ;)

jasmine \ weird, huh? says:
YEAAAA like the hitler lor.
'how can you be so heartless'~

As-telle(: says:
I am NOT heartless
i am so ♥full (:

on cloud nine

I screwed up my oral.
But well, I'm berry glad that everything's over!
I can finally speak englishhhh :D

I'm certain that I will be overwhelmed by fatigue one day.
There's forever too many things, and too little time.
You see, it is never easy to be chunni.
Nonetheless, i love chunni ttm! (:
And those who continuously supported me.

screwed.

I'm taking capsules, panadol, woods, strepsils intensively now.
Got a real bad sore throat and a big fat ulcer.
And I have my chinese o level oral this wednesday.
Hope i recover fast,
But even if I don't, who cares.

As-telle(: says:
I dislike chi now. and i'm not gonna care.
serious.

wei rong says:
but your chinese born to be good what.

As-telle(: says:
used to.

I don't know what happened to me.
I lost my total interest for chinese.
And i'm gonna pay a high price for it, for sure.

The only thing bothering me now is,
The drowsiness after taking those medication.
And the pile of undone work left on my table..

life's a bitch

I'm back blogging.
'Cos I finally had my internet connections.
And I'm cursing at every single thing now.
I don't feel like coming home.
All I am capable of is to end up quarrelling with my parents.
My sis told me, “Stop acting like a bitch, like the whole family owes you!”

But seriously, I can't take it anymore.
My house renovation was just about to end.
Yet my parents are considering for other new renovations!
Like fuck.
I had enough of that stupid paint odour and the mess in my house! >:(

Life is short but human lives long.
Life is vulnerable but human stays strong.
--

Every second counts,
'Cos there's no second try.
So live like you're never living twice.

updates

#1 Chunni's house is under renovation now.
Everything is in a huge huge mess.
And I have to eat 2 full weeks of outside food.
Since my mom can't use the kitchen now.

#2 Chunni is still sitting at her original seat.
However her partner become Jeremy Teng.
It's okay and quite fun seating with him(:
But I miss Almas tooooo:(

#3 There is this career guidance thingy during assembly period today.
Almas and Chunni chose air stewardess.
And we both agreed that air stewardess need to be good looking!
We went crazy laughing at this.

#4 Chunni miss CH lessons:(

#5 Chunni is berry berry busy.
And gonna fall sick soooooon.

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