Don't close your eyes

Why many people think that i did well for CA2 this time ahr?
i did not score as well as i wanted lohr.
my parents went nagging at me when i showed them my results lahr.
they say i slack alot nowadays.
say if my EOY still like that, i sure die.
i mean, did i really score that badly?!?!

but anyway i very sad i got a B4 for science.
cause science matters alot to me.
as compared with english, i dont really mind.
since i always sucks in english.
yups.

I don't want to get back my report card .
I don't want to get back my report card .
I don't want to get back my report card .
I don't want to get back my report card .
I don't want to get back my report card .
I don't want to get back my report card .
I don't want to get back my report card .
I don't want to get back my report card .
I don't want to get back my report card .
I don't want to get back my report card .
I don't want to get back my report card .
I don't want to get back my report card .
I don't want to get back my report card .
I don't want to get back my report card .
I don't want to get back my report card .

hais~

SPAMMERS SUCKS !
and MY FRIENDS RAWKS !
my friends, in this case, refers to those who help me scolded those stupid spammers.

to spammers:
i know you'all are from 2/1.
and i think ya are far too bored/lame/childish.
even if it's for fun.
you guys have no other places to go, other things to do issit?
why come spam my blog?
nothing to do with me right?!?!
just shoo off and never tag at my blog again !
and oh well, i deleted all your hard work.
XD

pissed by them,
yet dedicating one precious post of mine to them.
LOLS.

I think today's maths common test is the worst paper i ever took lahr .
Not really because the paper is difficult,
but i just become very blur and restless during the CT period .
i took like 10 minutes to understand what it means by "2cm 2 units" lahr .
i kept on draw and erase , draw & erase .
and of course i never get to finish my paper in the end .
SAD !~
>.<
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Saturday monday,
when i woke up,
i told myself,
i must study hard for my EOY,
and get into a good good class .
i try to recall what i have did for this term,
and the more i think
the more i feel like crying .
it's like, i did N-O-T-H-I-N-G !
i don't do my english hw.
i don't do my chinese hw.
i don't do my maths hw.
i never finish my IT poster & bookmarks thingy.
i got a C5 for english ,
i got a B4 for science !
the thought of getting back my holistic report card nearly make me tears !
i am such a failure .
hais .

SO ,
i want to change !
i shall do ALL my homework from now onwards ! [ I TRY~ ]
yups !
i intend to surrender my phone to my mum one day .
and not use com that frequently .
mabye once or twice a week bahr .
i seriously want to change okays,
not joking wan .
(:

i feel good being a GUAI student/girl .
XD

ohya, i went Gym on saturday with Hannah and Iris .
and it's like so damn fun !~
wanna go again .
lols , random .
;DD

BIG GIRLS DON'T CRY ~

today got photo taking .
and i think i'll just loook damn freaking ugly .
haissssssssssss .
lols .

people is trying to drive me crazy .
by telling me crap and crap and crap .
>.<

lalala~

it has been a million years since i last reply taggies .

TAGS REPLY .

liting: ...dont so zai yi what that person says..cos..ya. only you know yourself the best. if you know that you're not, you're not. that's only his or her wrong point of view
liting: so cheers k? i know..cos i was in your shoes before (:
thanks . (:

PRIS<3: CHUNNI ! [: HEEHEES ! had a nice chat w you today ! yup ! i agreee w wht you say in your post . THEY'RE SO MEAN LUHS ! D:
PRIS<3: W.T.F ? I read her blog ! OMGGG , she's like , attitude ? CANT STAND HER . I understand how you are feeling . bt , dont care about her luh ! still gt me ! heehees ! loves ! <3
PRIS<3: && , so wht if its th seventh month ? if you dint do anything wrong , you wont be afraid wht . so wht if you vut your hair during th seventh month ? OH WELLS , she still cant get the facts right .
PRIS<3: you knw who's th SHE i'm talking about right ? heehee PRIS<3: cut *
PRIS<3: okay , nvm . it will be better if i tell you face to face damn angry w HER luh !!! D: PRIS<3: tc !
hahas thanks pris jie !
loves and take care too !
<33
XD

! Da~Nubbie: Heyy...idk wat conflicts u hav wif HER, bt i wan ya ter noe tat ur r frens for like 1 year 8 months ler, so dun let such little tthings come in between ur k? once a fren, always a fren, n frens forgiv
! Da~Nubbie: so muz cheer up n lead a happy life!!!
okayyys .

JUNWANG:D: PRIS act only ;P heeheeee xD
no lahr, she very nice . ;DD

yjia: So fierce den become frenly.. chunni scary sia=x
NOOO, i am not scary . ^^

jasmine (: <3 glad that yr pm says you are happy Loveees!
thanks and lvoes !
^.^

kaixin: i dun noe why i will b emo sumtimes.....
dont emo !!

ALDA: hello! pengs, chunni got problem then nvr share with me! HOW CAN tsktsk. hahah jkjk (: hmm, SMILE will do!
thanks alda jie !
hahas, next time will share with you dehr .
hahas, but hope there is no next time lahr .
you also hor, got problem can come share with me .
loves ! (:

.: nobody tag during it?
.: lol.
lols . who are you ?

guocheng: hello..lol.relax la =] tagged me ok.^^
okays !
^.^

jasmine (: CHEERS OKIE BABE! AI NI YI WAN NIAN! (wth, LOL, i can't believe i tagged that! hahaha)
HAHAS !
loves ya a million years too !
=)

JEAN :D: Hey girl! Seeya at library tmr.
=D

Munyee: hello,must stya strong yo!
yups ! [:

PRIS<3: [: glad tht you're alright ;D
yeah . (:

ALDA: can find lurh. Mission NOT impossible. it's possible! anyway, I can't even go my fren's house to do maths proj. lurh! no freedom. 'cos my mum *sigh* lucky you. hah.
that is mission impossible !
I-M-P-O-S-S-B-L-E ! ~
no lahr, it's only for projects.
and also not all the time my parents will allow wan .
so sad ~
hahahs .

XINYING!: CHUNNI! <333!
XINYINGGGGGGGGGGG .
<33>
XD

ELFIN:D: Chunni ! taggggggged .
helloooooos !
;D

PEARLY: I.Hate.Chinese too!
yaps , chinese sucks . x)

Samurai Girl: i nv insult u or anything lo kay. i dunno u dun like me or wad luh kay. Talk about me as if im so deadly. I just wanna have PEACE kay. No quarrels. thanks.
all misunderstandings clarified ~
peace !
glad that we are friends [:

jasmine (: how are SL? my storybook not bad eh? TEEHEE loveees!
jasmine (: And i think my class should thank guan yin niang niang that our chinese teacher is XLL. she like damn slack lor, HAHA.
YEAH LOHR !
XLL SO SO SO DAMN SLACK dehr lohr .
slacker ~
heehee ;D
yups , your storybook RAWKS !
XD

DEs: HEY HO! finnally no arguement! YAY! CHEERS!
err... lols .

Mahadhir: LOL! Tagged! i link you le!!! www.best-of-lifes-dreams.blogspot.com =ME! P.S. See wad i wrotw on stella! might cheer up ur day!LOL
Mahadhir: LOL! i wan say something but always 4get!!! zzzz NVm next time then i rmb i tell k?
link-edd !
yeah, that stella thing very funny :)

jasmine (: HAHAHA. mr right quickly come find chunni! LOL! XD
HAHAHS !
you too , or maybe yours already appeared ?
Heehee :P

Gabriel: Lols here to tag.. lol i nt ur daddy le.. hahas..
why not my daddy lehr ?
orhhs , i think i know why lehr .

Mahadhir: Gabriel!!!!!!!!! i wan 1v1 dota!!!! PLS PLS PLS
huh ?
lols .

JEAN-IUS: Hi Twinny! Haha, make sure you don't go back on your word cause it's a PLEDGE.
hellos twinny ! XD
yes, i won't ! ^^

HAN.NAH: HELLO CHUNNI! 'D
hellos han dot nah .
:DD

Nadia: Imy Imy Imy Imy Imy Imy Imy Imy Imy Imy
IMY IMY IMY IMY IMY IMY IMY IMY IMY TOO !

!yemin: HELLO! goinq back to qifa on teacher's day not?
!yemin: CHUNNI SO CUTE!
HELLOS !
donno sehh .
but i think i cant make it sehh .
hais , so sad .
you ?
hahas, chunni not cute lahr .
;DD

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^.^
XD

hahas lols .
;DD

Jean pledged to stay single until EOY examinations is over .
and I pledged to stay single until the end of August .
HAHAHS !
No lahr .
I also wanna stay single until EOY over .
Yups .
Cause i want to focus on my studies now .
And score well .
^^

[ But the main reason is also because i still haven't found the Mr. Right lahr .
Heehee . XD ]

went child care centre for service learning yesterday .
was DAMN fun okays !
they are like so CUTE ~

and i feel so young , with them . (:

i want to go present AGAIN .

they gave us good feebacks lohr .

& there's this question :

do you want them to come present again next time ?

they tick "YES"

YAY !
:D

the child care centre .

lining up . (so cute~)

storytelling ~

giving out soft toys / gifts .

photo credits from Nicole's blog :

http://foreverandever.co.nr/ .

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ohya, jean is my twinnyyy !

yups . XD

cause everybody say we look alike ,

even my sister .

lols .

;DD

(and i'm like annoucing to the whole world .)

((:

tons of CHINESE homework - UNDONE .
I hate chinese ! ><
my mind is just BLANK !
i just simply can't think of anything to write AT ALL !

chinese :
1 du zhe du hou gan .
1 bao zhang du hou gan .
3 ri jis .
cheng yu kao shi .
gong han ge shi .

others :
history common test tomorrow .
service learning tomorrow .
overrrrrrr.........due english letter .

HAIS !

Tired .

Went JE library today .
To do maths project .
Slack alot .
And bought Hannah's present .
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I want to go out .
I want to go watch movie .
Lols .

thanks pris jie , i am okay now . [:
thanks liting .
thanks jasmine !
XD

Hahas yeah , kind of fun . XD
Can give me some examples ? Regarding the one person on the front, and another on the sidelines .
Yups .

I'm pretty confused sehh .
why people relationship not good must like count me inside ahr ?
she say she couldn't stand seeing me asking her bf to check his phone all the time . All the time ? And can you help me to tell her to ask HER bf what me and her bf were messaging about . then she'll get a clearer picture .
and actually i am trying to help them . she's always like very sad, so once, i got the chance and asked him about it . but i did tell her what me and HER bf were messaging mahr .
and i DID NOT even message him often lahr. it is like VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VEYR VERY rarely that we message each other lahr .
and everytime, there IS a reason . like, he telling me not to treat another he as an enemy . i think you know what i am talking about lahr . yups .
[ yeah , and i learnt something now , don't be a busybody .
or then in the end, people will only hate me .
so, i DON'T wanna help everybody now already . ]

i don't know why lehr, why people alway think that i message a lot of guys and flirt with them ahr ?
don't get it .
i don't really sms/talk/msn many people lahr .

"Another another someone thinks that you're just around alot of guys (for no reason at all, like, no relavance luh)."
huh, what does this sentence means ? can explain ?
what for no reason at all ? you mean me with them with no reason at all ?

Another someone say she is jealous ?
jealous of me for what ? i dont see any points .

Orhh . thanks for telling me the spirit thingy .
cause i really donno .
yups .

you know, i hardly have such chances to really know what people think of me .
cause like, i wanna know , but nobody wanna tell me .
and they just act to be friends with me on the front , and then.. yups .
i don't like that .
i rather people say out the truth and then we can solve the problem .

I know you and him are not together anymore .
i am not that not well-informed okays .
but when you WERE with him , you're flirting away .

i never dislike/hate you before/last time .
really never .
it's only until you said such.. evil things about me .
and it's so stupid of me to even feel sad/depressed the first few days ,
wondering what wrongs i did .
but i soon realised , it is NOT my problem .

anyway i am really very curious ,
who do i actually fake to ?
who do i flirt with ?
oh please enlighten me .
;D

thanks .
for complimenting my nice hair .
XD

Don't like me just say out directly in my face lahr ,
why wanna gossip behind my back ?
why only dare to say in the toilet ?

you say i flirt ?
you got boyfriend some more go flirt with other guys ,
you got cheek to say me not ?
and i didn't flirt okays ,
please get the facts right FIRST !

say i fake ?
you don't like me yet don't dare to say it out to me .
and you tell me lahr , who do i fake to ?
you say lahr .
not as if i will scare like that .

you want to say yourself bitch/slut whatever ,
this is YOUR business .
i don't care .
but what right do you have to call ME a bitch/slut ?
or even worst than that .
who are you to say me so ? huh ?

you don't like me ,
you think i like you mehr ?
you SO easily get jealous ,
and you convert your jealousy into hatred and whatsoever .
you think is my fault mehr ?

enough for today .

Just sent my nanjing buddy to her resort and back home .
argh , my house like suddenly become so empty/quiet lahr .
i think i am starting to miss her ~
):

we went to Singapore Flyer today .
have lots of fun .
and i feel bad , have been 'neglecting' her these two days .
more of having fun myself ,
though she say she enjoyed and had fun too .
thanks her [:

reached home at about 11.15 pm last night .
so cool ~
went weiying's house to celebrate her birthday too .
and played with the playground swing .
i love swing ~
heehee ;DD
went je to take 2 times neoprints and went arcade for a very short while .
i <3>
but i can't :(
bleh blah bleh ~

today is 080808 .
so nicey ~
XDD

NDP RAWKS !
the parade was FABULOUS ! ~
heehee ! ;DD
( oh ! i was influenced by dear JASMINE , keep on saying fabulous ^^ )
was SO SO SO HIGH~ after the parade .
jump and sang a lot of nice songs ,
and my throat bceome v pain .
but nvm, we had LOTS OF FUN !
=)

went to je kopitiam to eat lunch .
and went back to school for farewell ceremony for Nanjing and Hyderabad students .
played some games .
and i was damn lousy with chopsticks .
had some performances ,
6pm my buddy went to take bus home with me and my mum .

she is now , watching olympic opening ceremony with my parents .
and thus i can play computer until late late .
heehee ;D

(i feel so bad , busy using computer and ignored my buddy . )
i shall stop here and go accompany her .
XP

Nanjing peeps came yesterday .
Yups .
though they always ran around without informing us,
And do things that might anger us etc ,
but at least they keep me accompany , for this week .

You don't like me ,
then don't like bahr .
i also can't do anything ,
and i don't want either .
but it's also S0 funny that you don't like me ,
yet you don't dare to say it out to me .

Hahas lols .
;DD
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My jiejie Jing Han very nice .
Jasmine too .
Alda also .
Kaixin too .
Almas also .
Xinying too .
& everyone who is beside me now .
i really cherish everyone of them .
:)

last time , i am always trying hard to fit in .
and it always that i am the odd one out .
now , i am tired .
i rather be a loner .

yesterday had full u rehearsal .
after cca, changed back to school u .
went to eat dinner at teban there with those nanjing peeps .
i mean by those peeps who went nanjing . ;DD
and i got a new jie okays !
& she is JING HAN .
hahahs ! ~ so weird ~
and all the way he is calling me mei .
XDD

went back to school for the briefing .
quite a short one actually , it ended at 8 plus .
qiuying and I went to the bus tgt ,
but was seperated at the traffic light there .
i'm so scared .
the bus stop only got me and one Indian guy there .
i was singing/humming the song "my love will get you home" so loudly like nobody's business .
(trying not to feel so scared )
XDD

waited for 20 minutes for bus 30 to come .
><

took this photo while waiting .
the night breeze was so nice ~
[:

when i gonna reached my bus stop .
got this secondary girl come and talk to me .
and i was staring at her for some time ,
wondering if i know her .
" hello . you going ... ... night class .. ? "
" ... h..u..h ? "
"you going home ... ... cca ahr ? "
" hu..hh ? "
" you going home ... .. night class ahr ? "
" huh what ? "
...
" you going home after having night class ahr ? "
* finally get what she's talking *
" orhh .. no lahr . going home after cca ." * smile *
" orhh . you sec three ahr ? "
" umm no, sec two . .. you ? sec three ? "
" no , sec four ."
" orhh .. "
...
"you alighting ? "
"umm yupp . "
*both alighted *
" i suppose you are going to change bus ? "
" nope, i live here . "
" o.O okays . "
" byebye . "
" byebye . "
{the end}

she actually repeated her first question for me like, 6-7 times .
and i'm so shocked that she didnt feel irritated :]
but, cant blame me though .
i was daydreaming plus half dead on the bus .
& also taking a long time wondering if she was my primary school friend or whatever in the beginning .

reached home .. safely .
^^
bathed and use computer !
=)

I wanted to post this ytd one ,
but someone called me when i'm JUST going to post .
talk and talk and talk for like only 30 minutes and my ear got so tired .
hahas ;DD

I intend to blog today one .
But suddenly, someone call me .
and i ended up with no time to post .
sad !