I HEREBY ANNOUNCED THAT MY HANDPHONE IS LOST.
HA HA HA HA HA.
I'm so not happy.
I feel so sad.
I feel so guilty.
I hate myself.
Why am I always doing wrong things?
Why am I always doing stuffs that I'll regret?
Haiz.
I wonder why am i on this earth.
Creating more troubles.
Being hated.
I might just as well disappear and vanish into thin air.

It's all my fault.
My fault - for bringing the phone though my mum ask me not to.
My fault - for losing my phone on the very day that my parents gave me back.

DON'T COMFORT ME.
DON'T TALK TO ME ABOUT THIS POST.
DON'T CALL ME TO CHEER UP.
DON'T NEED TO DO ANYTHING.
OR ELSE, I'LL HATE YOU FOREVER.

I just want to be left alone.
Is that so difficult?

(just let this be the only day for me to be so negative.)