I flunked my chinese ct.
First time in history.
I guessed i'm just not a language person ):

I feel stupid.
I want to yell and scream and shout at someone.
Yet I can't bring myself to do so.

For science mentorship, I'm like doing it solo.
From the first round of selection to the final end report.
I need to do 9 pages of report from scratch.
Furthermore, I have to record logbook and everything.
AND always get pangseh.
With a dozen excuses.
They are not commited.
Leaving me to struggle and panic.
Chunni deserves it yeah?