boys over flowers
Cause you I feel like a hypocrite.

happiness
How to break your own heart versus
how to mend your broken heart.

"People strive for that perfect relationship, the perfect house, the beautiful body,
the approval of others, all in an attempt to be happy.
Sometimes these things make us happy;
other times, we stress over not having reached our goals,
or we reach them and find that we’re still not happy.
Other times, we focus so intensely on one goal that’s thought to bring happiness that we don’t have time for other things in our life that will make us truly happy. "
- http://stress.about.com/od/lowstresslifestyle/ss/happy.htm

you'll never lose out being nice
"Be nice to people on your way up because you'll meet them on your way down."

It's never too stupid or too naive of you to treat others well.
'cos those who give their all,
will receive double in return.

"It's not true that nice guys finish last.
They are winners before the game even starts."

Those who told you not to treat others too well,
are those who lost faith in life.
but you don't have to be, one of them (:

15th YSC
I declare that smp is finally and officially over!
Believe me, i can cry for joy now.

Anyway we have the 15th Youth Science Conference today.
Awesome ya?
I know, because of me (:

this feeling sucks
this feeling totally sucks.
you don't understand how i feel.
the passion for this _____ is gone.
you found what you've been looking for,
and too eager to escape.
well i will be happy for you too (:

i am not being sarcastic.
i mean what i say,
or maybe not?

friend for benefits
why some treat friends well only for the benefits they can get out from them?
why is my microsoft word not working?
why ain't i getting enough sleep?

anyway we got back the results for smp.
we got merit (:
be contented, chunni.

hey guys
I have my smp judging tomorrow.
so guys, wish me good luck (:

they are the bad guys,
pretending to be kind.
so don't be an idiot,
and feel sorry for them!

Life was busy.
Had our POP camp last friday and saturday.
Awesome indeed.
Hope my juniors will do the same for us next year (hint)

Had CIP yesterday.
Others probably think we are some mad kids.
Cheering beside the road.
Nonetheless it was fun :D

Had heritage trail tomorrow and SMP judging on wed.
Hope everything goes fine (:

Hidden benealth the indifference and I'm fine's
Is hatred, lies and tears.

Can you see the pain living in my eyes,
And know how hard I've tried?

If you miss me, then let me know.
And if it is so, then hold me close.

shoot
I want to scream and yell and whine and cry luh.
Life's not fair!
Yeah I am the CL,
So I will know EVERYTHINGG is it?!
Am i so important that nothing can carry out smoothly without my presence?
Or are this pure excuses?
Yeah i am in Science Mentorship,
But do I have face the computer most nights and negelct my studies?


I am NOT a superwoman.
Don't forget I am like you guys.
Human with only two hands and one brain.