Don't close your eyes

"No more tears k chunni, cos you're stronger than u think you are."
"I know it hurts, but be brave."
"... no matter how you look in future. This i swear."

I will not forget all your care and concern and love. :)

a series of unfortunate events

it was purely a wrong decision to turn up for school today.
my only intention of going was for phototaking.
however, not only didn't i manage to get my photo taken,
i got a cut that needed 7 stitches.

due to the fact that i cannot chew or bite now,
i can only survive with porridge and water :'(
oh yeah, i can't talk to.
so please do NOT call me.

P.S. the wound will leave a scar, later become ugly chunni :(

I had a strong urge to terminate this blog.
It seems pretty meaningless now.

Anyway I went to see 2 doctors and got an injection.
My mom said the fever has burnt my brain.

at this moment of time, when I was most vulnerable
i could see clearer who are those who really care for me.
who will ask me to rest well, take care, drink more water etc.
but unfortunately, it was not you.

pictures of you, pictures of me

pulau semakau is a beautiful island.
best is we get to go over-sea and escape from the hustle and bustle of the city.

bollywood :D

louie's eyes are bigger than mine, for once (;

these days filled with unadulterated joy and happiness.
will i get to experience these next year? or in the future?

sometimes i hope i'll never grow up..

so the apparent fact is that i stay in sg to 'face the reality' instead of 'running away'.

surprisingly, my results were OK.

but they will never be satisfied.

no matter how well i do,

they'll only pick up those subjects that i did badly and give their long black faces.

sometimes i really get tired of explaining or promising them i will do better next time.

mom and dad, i want to score well myself.

i've tried very hard to live up to your expectations.

can't you see my efforts and struggles?

mom and dad, sometimes praises work better than scoldings.

mom and dad, i love you still.

and forgive me for those harsh words and cold stares.

omg omg omg

OMG OMG my dad says he wanna bring me to Indonesia TOMORROW!

And if i agrees, he will order my ticket right now!

Should i say yes?

If so, I can escape from results, scolding, tears and everything!

Decide, chunni!

i'm dreading schooool

Omg I'm dreading school tmrw :(

These 5 days were awesome.

No homework, no stress, nothing, nada.

But once school starts, and imagine getting back our papers?

Oh god, don't remind me.

you make me smile

"You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed
Sing like bird, dizzy in my head
Spin like a record, crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile"

When you are always grinning to yourself,
Or drawing hearts all around your diary,
Or go to bed thinking all about him,
You know, something is wrong :)

guy stat

"87% of guys say they'd like a girl to ask them to prom." - Seventeen

Well, I'll wait for the remaining 13% :)

miss 60's

it was a freezing cold morning today (:
went to school for a journalist workshop.
that guy was funny and we had fun.
but the sad thing was, we have to blog in chinese -.-

went over to alwani's house.
rented ghosts of my girlfriend's past,
and planned something real fabulous :)

''true friends are those you can walk together in silence,
yet not feeling awkward with each other''

gossip girls

OMG i love my guides.
They are cute, awesome girls :D
And i got 3 great pals out there,
We can talk and laugh and gossip for hours (L)

awesome, exams are over!
went with my darlings to lido to catch 500 days of summer.
i'm waiting my sister's keeper to be out next thursday.
who wanna watch with me? :D

"It is your personality, not your looks that counts. When you possess a dazzling personality, seriously, would your crooked nose, small eyes and the acne on your face matter that much?"

ignorance is bliss

Not knowing is the best,
Cause the truth always hurt.

I feel vulnerable,
I'm afraid of their criticism.
Afraid of losing a friend.
Afraid of saying the wrong words.
Afraid of failing their expectations.

I always said those harsh words to keep them away,
But only realised how much i need them right here.

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Okay to end this off with a good note,
I feeel happier after posting (: