I had a strong urge to terminate this blog.
It seems pretty meaningless now.

Anyway I went to see 2 doctors and got an injection.
My mom said the fever has burnt my brain.

at this moment of time, when I was most vulnerable
i could see clearer who are those who really care for me.
who will ask me to rest well, take care, drink more water etc.
but unfortunately, it was not you.