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so sleep alone tonight
CHUNNI:) 12 Nov ♥ myself Every second counts, cos there is no second try. So live like you're never living twice. - If today was your last day |
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This blog was opened by chen chunni to accomodate her's mindless musings and daily rantings.Enjoy your visit here, and don't take what's not yours! Alda Jasmine Nicole Zhi Han 3/5'09 CSS GG credits
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3 things
1) i am thinking of taking up a spanish course soon (this dec or jan)who wanna join me? :) 2) i wanna watch 2012 and new moon. who wanna ask me out? :D 3) i wanna study. who wanna go pair study with me? fifteen
 "'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you You're gonna believe them And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall I've found time can heal almost anything And you just might find who you're supposed to be." I gotta believe them, at fifteen. don't
 find your reason of living. not for her or him. but for you, your family and your people. you can't force what's not yours to stay. sometimes, some things just don't belong to you. if you snatch those things away from the rightful owner, you'll pay the price, definitely. don't be stubborn. it will get you nowhere. you'll never win God. "things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they are right. good things fall apart so better things can fall together." tie that binds
 I went for my sissie's graduation ceremony yesterday. As they walked down the aisle to their seats, I can see pride, anticipation and hope in their eyes. They have proudly completed their secondary studies and ready to proceed to the next altitude, for a higher purpose. It will be my turn in a year's time. I would definitely miss and reluctant to leave commonwealth. For this is where i had great, fond memories. Where i aspire and grow, and become who i am today. "As we go on, we remember all the times we had together. And as our lives change from whatever, We will still be friends forever." shoo!
Guys are contradictory animals.They go around calling others flirt, hongster, whatever. But they failed to realise they are one big shit themselves. They assume they are great, powerful and awesome. But they are utterly, completely wrong. And you, stop acting like some noble freak. You don’t like her! You are only trying to prove something. I don’t know what, only you know. Leave me alone! common green @ omy
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   human tends to brag what they lack and hide what they felt inferior of. at the beginning of this year, they call me confident. but at the end, they call me arrogant. but, have you guys wondered, if my arrogance is due to my inferiority? when i was taking the train to pasir ris yesterday. this lil girl rushed for a seat behind me, she tripped and fell and scratched my leg. so she sat on the seat and began crying. her mom then came and pacified her. though it hurts for both of us, she could cry it out loud and no one could blame it on her. but i can't, cos i'm a big girl. and big girls don't cry, all the time. 
to boomz
birthday wish: i prayed with sincerity and compassion, for today to end smoothly and tomorrow to be a fresh beginning (: alwaney my love you are my bestest friend. we share thoughts, dreams and ambitions together. you are my support, my pillar, the one i can ALWAYS depend on. i love you, always and forever (L) jasmine my all-nice girl jasmine likes to criticise me. tsktsk, no good. don't ever underestimate your abilities or bring yourself down. 'cos you are far better than what you think you are. (hehe sounds familiar yeah?) iris louie ng i'm in the fifteen club alr. louie catch up! you've been a great support this year, encouraing and advising the little me. love you :@ desmond my friend it is your right to love someone. but do you know your love has become a burden to me? let today mark the end of your 553 days of feelings. stop it please, let me go. it's glad to see how you've changed. study for your exams, achieve good results, quit smoking, everything to become a better person. that was great, really. but don't do it for me, do it for yourself please. it was really glad to have someone out there, willing to protect, help and care for me. but i only felt grateful towards you. nothing much, nothing else. there's nothing that can happen between us. i know i'm being evil, cruel or even heartless, but this is better for you, in the long run. maybe after you have cleared your feelings and get over with everything, we could finally talk like some real friends. but before that, please leave me alone. sorry, and thank you. yizhao my dc you gave me a lot promises don't always think you've failed me or anything. our friendship will continue to blossom :) zhihan my bff though we haven't been talking, but hope our friendship will continue. you're a friend i don't want to lose (: j.lim my most caring friend thanks for sending me songs and talking to me all the time thanks for willing to share everything that you have. you're a great friend (: harry my noob friend hey you're not a noob thanks for always accompanying me through ups and downs. (: to those who care: my sissie, nicole, benita, jean, renjie, amirtha, alda, joshua, rebecca, kaixin, xinying, neil, qiuying, xiuzhen, azalea, juehao, shasha, zhiwei, jianghao, wanling and more. 15th'09 it was an eventful year. smp, cmp, h1n1, triple science, clique, gg and everything. a year of hardship, tears, joy, obstacles, breakdown, falling and standing up again. next year will be a busier year. a year of struggles to strive for excellence. i will do boomz, i promise (: last but not least, happy birthday to myself (L) new perspective
my mom taught me something today.she said when we visit a doctor, we can only say "thank you" and not "bye bye". hehe, 2 more days to my big day. chinese paper was relatively easy. peanuts, said my friend (: "Don't wanna live a life that was comprehensible, 'Cos seeing clear would be a bad idea." garden of eden
 bring me to the garden of eden, the paradise. i was supposed to go to the doctor and proceed to school afterwards. but i sat at the bus stop and waited 30 minutes in vain. so i gave up and went to sheng shiong. my wound isn't recovering as expected. so i am turning down everything and stay at home obediently. call me a good girl. and good girls deserve good pressies *hint* "No more poison killing my emotion, I will not be frozen, dancing is my remedy. Move, why you watching me dance with the enemy, Here is my remedy." low confidence
 my confidence bar's running low. who's gonna help me recharge? |